Tranquility

Today noon i was in one of those tranquil periods after watching the boring yet lovely romantic movie. It made me think about- the other previous tranquil moments. Usually in those moments i feel a strange calmness which has a mild amount of happiness residing in my heart & my thoughts nowhere wandering in the daily miseries. Everything in front of me, how much ever rubbish it might practically be, but would seem to be the perfect beautiness of the world at these moments. I personaly think that these tranquil moments ever occur only to those who are ready to detach themselves from the worldly pleasures & sufferings, and i feel very much gifted at that.

Some of my tranquil moments:

• Whenever i finish reading a book & after a couple of minutes passes during which all the emotions which were caused by the book arise in a mixture & fades off , i feel these moments of tranquility of successfully finishing the book. (U never get those after finishing a subject book)
• An awkward moments pause while traveling in a car with my family. ( Chiefly arises based on the fact that i feel comfortable even of that awkward moment within my family)
• During free class hours when the 2 friends sitting beside me are talking busily & im left out, yet i dont feel lonely, but observe others who r busily (vetti'ly) chatting in the class room with a feeling of contentment.
• No one at house other than me & after a couple of hours of concentrated venture on checking mails, watching TV, munching junks, texting friend (all at the same time - multitasking) and due to some odd feeling switch off everything abruptly & just sit at quisence. (Ofcourse after a couple of minutes resumed the multitasking).
• In the middle of sleep, wake up by well past midnight, but do nothing & just lay awake thinking of nothing.
• That small walk from the bus to my college in those silent early morning hours.
• While waiting for the things to be billed at the counter in a supermarket.

So on goes the list of which only this much i remember currently.

PS: Actually simply putting, this whole post i've done is just explaining nothing other than the very common factor in any human - "being spaced out". I think i've gotto tell myself a lot - "Snap out of it bonehead!"

The circle

Its been long since i've last blogged. Many things happened meanwhile, some of which are going to make a mark in the rest of my life. This makes me wonder how i have spent the past two decades on this world. So many memories to be cherished, many other faults to be ever repented on. I think everyone cherishes & repents in a more or less similar manner. But it is intriguing to observe that everyone thinks that what they have done is something extra-ordinary & also that it has the potential to stand out from others. We could claim that this kind of perspective arises from the archaic assertion- Every human is unique by himself. Having said that, the similarity which it beholds - Everyone have their unique characterestics, which means that everyone has a common ground on uniqueness being the basic similarity. We could very well observe that this whole analysis started from one point - 'Everyone is same', extended as a line - 'Each is unique' and finally met the origin point by forming a complete circle - 'The uniqueness of each make them common'.

You know...

             Have you ever thought that all you think that is happening around you is false. Something like, whatever ur eyes see & perceive to be are not actually what they are. Like for instance- the colour 'red' might actually be 'blue' & 'blue' as something else. The shape of an object for instance- 'cube' could actually be 'sphere', yet your sensory & visionary organs work together to provide an entirely different illustration of the object shape.
            எனது தமிழ் ஒன்றும் குறை அற்றது அல்ல.
            Do you think what u just read was just tamil? Read it again and see.
            What you read above is a coded script which tells about how important a human's soul is. Whatever you see is an encripted form which has a lot of truth hidden behind it. There is nothing as coincidence. If you are reading this post of mine, there is a sole reason behind it. There is a destiny to which you are contributing a small part for it without ever realising that you are doing it.
             Would you believe if i say that u have bought this electronic gadget which you are operating right now, to read this at this particular time? Believe me! It is true. You are the chosen one. I know you very well. I've been watching you for the past 5 years. I've seen you smile, cry & sleep. Do not be guarded. Who i am is of no importance now. What is important is that you have to remember the tamil script & use it when you have to. Dont worry. You will know when to. This post is viewable only by you. For no one else will this post seem to exist. Now read the tamil script once again & continue.
            Now this website will vanish & a new portal will occur.
           
PS: If that didnt happen, you shall see me now standing behind you. Now turn immediately.
PPS: You gotta be kidding! How can you be such a bonehead, huh?
PPPS: That sure was a laughing riot for me! Your comments are most welcome :) Link this post to your friends & see how many are stupid or i wonder if you are the brilliant ones who guessed it right from the begining...

topography

     Topography - one word i could never get enough of hating! i totally s*** at it. I went by the same route to my school for 13 yrs. Yet it was only by the 14th yr (ie., my 12th) did i really know to go by my own to my school. Can u imagine that? huh.. Each time i go onroad, i tend to view everything around as just rows of buildings & scenary. Each showing its own uniqueness on the way its built.
     Even then it makes me amaze on myself, on how my mind actually interprets the surrounding on a mystical way as to refuse to align them as it does for others. Interesting it is..
    The strange thing is, each time i went by the same route to my school, it always seemed new for me & i used to watch the roadside with such eager eyes as how one would for a new place. Guess its a good thing then ;-)

International trade - contd.

          What i was trying to tell by being both good & bad is that, we can never characterize a person completely. No one is basically bad or good. We all do mistakes & rectify them. We all are the same. The percentile of a particular character in a person is never fully apprehensible. We humans are pretty complex by nature. Whatever we do, how much ever - hero, villain or sidekick kind of character we might be in a situation, it proves nothing. The roles we play in our lives are boundless & infinite. Anything that is finite ie., the knowledge we possess, when compared to the infinite ie., the rest of the knowledge yet to be acquired, will become nothing ie., zero. This is fairly a basic math equation, (x / infinity) = 0.
          So what i've been trying to tell by all these explanations is that, i simply hate it when someone describes themselves with a particular character (eg.: brave, knowledgeable, affectionate, etc..) for i know that they also possess the anti-characters of what they have mentioned (eg.: shy, ignorant, detesting someone, etc..). So the next time you wanna say about yourself better think twice. Or you could just say whatever you feel like, who cares? After all, whatever you say or do is just gonna sum upto a nothing - '0' somehow, while being compared with the rest you could have said - infinity.

International trade

          We watch movies which has a variety of characters being portrayed. But its interesting to observe the fact that we would have been all of these characters in some part of our lives. To say more clearly, we have a part of all the characters being emphasized in a movie. Just like a heroine/ hero, we sometimes stand for justice, help others and revolutionize; like a sidekick, help the hero with advices & support and be the reason for some of the situations to arise without our knowledge; like a villian, sometimes fall for greed & pride, express contempt for others & also plot (times at which the human brain is used most articulately), etc..
          Truth is, u cannot refuse any of the above. Probably you could say that you exhibit some of the characters more frequently & some others scarcely. But you still be them all at some point of time which cannot be disregarded. Let me illustrate this fact by stating some examples..

• You have a colleague in your workplace, whom you are jealous of for sometime. So one day, you hide an important file which he should submit in the upcoming meeting, resulting in the colleague being fired by your boss, for not having been responsible & incurring losses to the company.
• You travel in a bus & there is a passenger standing aside you with a heavy bag while you are sitting. The person wishes that you would be kind enough to have his bag for sometime, but is reluctant to ask it straight. You know very well whats in his head, yet you feel "Why should i bear someone else's weight? After all i paid for my seat & i have all the right to occupy the seat for myself alone".

          The latter situation might seem to be a mere one & less negative of a character than the first one. But still, the feel of contempt for another individual appeared in your mind & had its effect on the victim, which is not retractable at any cost. Similarly,

• You have an acquaintance in your office (Note: not a friend) & have heard of some rumour that that person is having some a hard time, being financially bankrupt. When he reluctantly approaches you for help with some reasonably high amount, you help him with the atmost you could do knowing that the person is basically of good nature.
• You go to your garden & notice a cockroach crawl a couple of feet ahead of you. You detest cockroach to the core & yet you just let it go off without stamping & killing it.

          Both the above situations, however significant or insignificant they might seem, it portrays the kindness & care you have for others (i hope u didnt stamp the cockroach to death coz you wanted to appreciate the value of life & not coz you were lazy & planning to kill it anyways, along with its peers using a repellant sooner or later). What i am trying to say here is............. I shall tell later.


P.S.: Oops! let me warn you. You are not going to find anything related to the topic here. Think its a bit late for that now. You must have guessed that by now... Just that i felt like giving some hideous title ;-)
         

To Eat... (part-3) - comments

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