International trade - contd.

          What i was trying to tell by being both good & bad is that, we can never characterize a person completely. No one is basically bad or good. We all do mistakes & rectify them. We all are the same. The percentile of a particular character in a person is never fully apprehensible. We humans are pretty complex by nature. Whatever we do, how much ever - hero, villain or sidekick kind of character we might be in a situation, it proves nothing. The roles we play in our lives are boundless & infinite. Anything that is finite ie., the knowledge we possess, when compared to the infinite ie., the rest of the knowledge yet to be acquired, will become nothing ie., zero. This is fairly a basic math equation, (x / infinity) = 0.
          So what i've been trying to tell by all these explanations is that, i simply hate it when someone describes themselves with a particular character (eg.: brave, knowledgeable, affectionate, etc..) for i know that they also possess the anti-characters of what they have mentioned (eg.: shy, ignorant, detesting someone, etc..). So the next time you wanna say about yourself better think twice. Or you could just say whatever you feel like, who cares? After all, whatever you say or do is just gonna sum upto a nothing - '0' somehow, while being compared with the rest you could have said - infinity.

International trade

          We watch movies which has a variety of characters being portrayed. But its interesting to observe the fact that we would have been all of these characters in some part of our lives. To say more clearly, we have a part of all the characters being emphasized in a movie. Just like a heroine/ hero, we sometimes stand for justice, help others and revolutionize; like a sidekick, help the hero with advices & support and be the reason for some of the situations to arise without our knowledge; like a villian, sometimes fall for greed & pride, express contempt for others & also plot (times at which the human brain is used most articulately), etc..
          Truth is, u cannot refuse any of the above. Probably you could say that you exhibit some of the characters more frequently & some others scarcely. But you still be them all at some point of time which cannot be disregarded. Let me illustrate this fact by stating some examples..

• You have a colleague in your workplace, whom you are jealous of for sometime. So one day, you hide an important file which he should submit in the upcoming meeting, resulting in the colleague being fired by your boss, for not having been responsible & incurring losses to the company.
• You travel in a bus & there is a passenger standing aside you with a heavy bag while you are sitting. The person wishes that you would be kind enough to have his bag for sometime, but is reluctant to ask it straight. You know very well whats in his head, yet you feel "Why should i bear someone else's weight? After all i paid for my seat & i have all the right to occupy the seat for myself alone".

          The latter situation might seem to be a mere one & less negative of a character than the first one. But still, the feel of contempt for another individual appeared in your mind & had its effect on the victim, which is not retractable at any cost. Similarly,

• You have an acquaintance in your office (Note: not a friend) & have heard of some rumour that that person is having some a hard time, being financially bankrupt. When he reluctantly approaches you for help with some reasonably high amount, you help him with the atmost you could do knowing that the person is basically of good nature.
• You go to your garden & notice a cockroach crawl a couple of feet ahead of you. You detest cockroach to the core & yet you just let it go off without stamping & killing it.

          Both the above situations, however significant or insignificant they might seem, it portrays the kindness & care you have for others (i hope u didnt stamp the cockroach to death coz you wanted to appreciate the value of life & not coz you were lazy & planning to kill it anyways, along with its peers using a repellant sooner or later). What i am trying to say here is............. I shall tell later.


P.S.: Oops! let me warn you. You are not going to find anything related to the topic here. Think its a bit late for that now. You must have guessed that by now... Just that i felt like giving some hideous title ;-)